A Morbid Entry

You die a little today, for it's the last time I let your name come to my lips.

It doesn't sound pleasant no more, The way I believed it always would.

Years gone by, the surge of emotions remained unchanged,
but I don't know what it is in the dark sky tonight.
In the Stars that embellish the night , For they shine a little more, As if they shine for me, And for you they shine no more.

Remember the guard you had come crashing through? Remains of it haunted me there after .
The nights in vain and the ones in pain, All I could think of was I should have built a stronger wall, A stronger Shield .

They haunt me no more.
I'm no wiser, I'm still the same,
Merry and the mirth, all of it remains.

Why it doesn't bother me anymore, Is because you ceased to cause me any more pain. Trust me You caused me enough of it to last a lifetime.

But hey. Lifetime imprisonments are limited by time, And I am a master of time keeping.
Life imprisonments do come to an end.
Mine just did.

I shall die no more,
The part of me that is already gone,
Was for good.
For you knew me like an open book.
And that doesn't arouse any interest as such.

You die some more tonight, This is the last verse I write in your name.
And You die out completely, from my life tonight .
My life shall never be the same.