Forgiven.

I've forgiven you My friend.
And liberated myself of this burden,
And the way I stooped so low,
In my very own eyes.

I've forgiven you, my infatuation,
My childhood crush, my self proclaimed love,
My first teenage romance.
Because it wasn't your fault, and because every girl, for once does believe in the beauty of a fairytale. 
Forgiven you, for not reciprocating,
Because now that I am to people what you were to me,
I know how selfish and annoying it is to ask for what I wanted from someone who wasnt yours to keep.

I've forgiven you, my face.
My scarred cheeks, my dusky skin, my average looking eyes, my unshapely nose.
Because I've felt love, even with nothing in my favor.
Because I've realized it isnt your fault, they were made the way they were meant to be.

I forgive you, my insecurities,
My low self esteem and my confidence.
And I give you the pleasure of not being let down again.
I'm worth so much more. And so much .

I forgive you, Yes You.
Years are a big thing.
You know whats bigger that the duration of time for which I've had the pleasure of knowing you?  The feeling of selflessness I felt, for no one else but you.
I forgive you because time didn't cease to move.
Because I realize some things arent meant to be.
And I realized that someone else will be able to stir similar emotions, if only I let someone else have a chance.
And I realized that relations of a lifetime are not to be made at the age of such mental instability,  and that some things are best left for our parents to decide.

I forgive you, loneliness. For I called you a wretched thing, when you perhaps are the reason I finally have come to value myself.

I forgive me, my very self.
It wasn't your fault, you weren't wrong.
And there is no reason why you should be sad.
:)